I now know what it is like to fall in love with a guy I hate. He's the epitome of a bad boy who makes me feel so good. Up til this point of time, the thought of commitment and marriage disgusted and repelled me to the far ends of the universe, but ever since that one crazy wild night, i'm reviewing my tarot cards. I hate how this bastard's gotten me so smitten by him it makes me want to elope with him to America and have a wedding at vegas, and then get pregnent with his french-speaking kid that he hardly knows exists cuz he's sleeping around with other women and coming back drunk everyday, and then we'd scream at the top of our lungs at each other and throw furniture around while the baby's crying it's ass off, and then I'd get so pissed off I'd throw it down the fucking balcony and then he'd ask me what the hell I did that for and then I'd throw the fucking frying pan at him and yell "because its your fucking baby u bastard! I"m so sick of you!!" and then we'd grab each other and rip each other's clothes out and make fucking hot love while staring into each others eyes.

And then i'll stab him there and then.

I think i've found the meaning of true love.
(I'm still waiting for your call you bastard.)

If saving the world means having to kill those you love, would you?

My life has taken a sudden turn. I now face this molehill of a mountain of boredom, so much so I find myself glued to TV shows and serials. Even the excitment over cheap thrill no-kick SGD5 dare rates higher on the richter scale.

Today, we started filming the first few scenes of 'TOO FULL TOO FAST', a joint film-buster between AID PICTURES PTE LTD and LINT STUDIOS PTE LTD. This much raved about documentary/thriller is said to blow your guts away. This brilliant idea of a film was cooked up by up-and-coming producers/directors Omar (Impossible Mission:12 bottles) and Lil (Cause Without a Rebel). The film stars our East-side darlings - 'Ain K (Pretty Women)and Lin T (The Revirgin Suicide).

'Too Full Too Fast' is scheduled to launch by August 2006. Stay tuned for your invitation to the exclusive Launch party.